amsterdam!!

February 22, 2009 by babymillyuwekuwek

dream:

i was tired of stress-packed london and took a ride on a bus (possibly 149). and that bus ended up taking me all the way to amsterdam. I AM HELLUVA LUCKY! and i was in “amsterdam”. it felt like i was on a rooftop but it’s just that they built this part of the city so many kilometres above sea level that it felt like that. And the architecture and building surrounding us were the most amazing. i just stood there, gazing at them, feeling awe at the majesty. and around me, there were like museum exhibitions, with relics from the ancient times, and i walked around them and observed them.

then i sent three friends a text. one of them was alecchi, another i can’t remember and another one was this guy from Singapore who i don’t even really know but have spoken to online a few times. i asked them to come to holland to accompany me or something like that. alecchi came and the singaporean came as well! it took me a few seconds to realize that he had travelled all the way from Singapore to come here. it took him seven hours one way. fortunately there is a tram system from the airport all the way to where we were standing, so he made it easily.

anyway, we explored holland/amsterdam and i was trying to re-familiarize myself with the area because i’ve been there before. and i knew some of the cafes but i didn’t wanna go there because i think we should try something new. and i also felt bad about mr singaporean because he came all the way and i wanted to make sure he had an awesome time in amsterdam. i showed him the amazing building and the ancient relics.

i somewhat remember, there was this part of the dream, when alecchi took us to a place which sorta belong to her and her mom was there. i think she got reprimanded or something for being in amsterdam instead of staying in london.

anyway, i thought this was one of the nicest dreams i’ve had so far and i wanted to record it.

now they know

February 17, 2009 by babymillyuwekuwek

be soft outside and firm inside
speak kindly and respectfully
if tears do come, don’t hold it back
nothing wrong with crying

if they misunderstand
what can you do
if they understand perfectly
what can you do

say the truth and open your ears
they will share some truth too
if tears come, just let them go
if it hurts, then the tears will show

if i hurt you, it wasn’t intended
although i knew it was inevitable
if i see you, i’ll take everything
break my walls and break in

sorry

Kepada Jiran

December 9, 2008 by babymillyuwekuwek

Yo buddy
You’re special to me
Sometimes I feel we’re connected
Maybe not biologically
But somehow
We are connected

Being with you is like coming home
Sometimes I think you’re my brother
Maybe you could be my cousin
I don’t really know you
Maybe we were both comrades
In an army of samurais
I saved your ass
You saved mine

Yeah

But you’re leaving soon

Hey

So am I

It was good to have met you
Even if only for a while
And in that short while
You were
My oasis in the desert
My chocolate emergency kit
My breeze of calm

So farewell

Farewell!
I wish you all the best
The very
Very
Best.