i feel it’s been such a long time since i’ve talked to
anybody
ah this feeling of being lonesome, i don’t understand
it feels like it’s been such a long time since i’ve talked to
anybody
it felt like a week, a month, a day
when the whole day was filled up with networking and collaboration and meetings
when we were laughing and sharing, learning from each other
that was an hour ago, or two hours ago and yet
right now it feels like that was such a long time ago
do
you
think
i should
go
for
a
brain scan?
are there beta amyloid plaques and neurofibrillary tangles in my head?
any aberration in the inflammatory pathways?
how are my astrocytes faring, what the fuck is my microglia doing?
i miss you and i don’t know who you are
when was the last time we talked to each other
nobody can replace you and you are probably nobody
only a figment of my imagination and even there
i cannot see your face
