Nokia fone jumping up and down and hugging black wolf

Aiyah, I don’t know what to say here anymore. I think I’ll just write about all the terrible things I have been doing physically or mentally.

I’ve been saying a lot of bad things in my head. For example, the word ‘retard’ just pops out of nowhere every now and then. Most of the time, the words never get vocalized. But they get vocalized when I play Diner Dash because that’s when I get really pumped up and I will be radiating with intensity as I aim for the top score. This means I get impatient with customers who take too long to finish eating, so even though I know insulting them won’t change a thing, I still call them retards and demand they leave immediately.

*yawn*

And I’ve been very mean to Daniel and say really horrible things like, “What is WRONG with you?” It sounds very patronising and the worst part of it is that that is really the best way to convey how I really feel, which just means that my feelings are very rotten. And I haven’t been the best company and I get annoyed at him over petty superficial things. I’ve complained about this to Schdillhouse and she has wisely told me to discuss it with him. But I decided not to because the discussion would involve bringing forward a huge baggage of all the annoying things he did in the past. And the past is in the past.

So what I decided was: THE PAST = FUHGEDDABOUTIT. And if he does anything chronologically NEW which annoys me (for GOOD reason – hopefully I won’t get too worked up over really stupid little things), I’ll talk to him about it but all the things I’ve accumulated in the past are gone, gone, gone. Now I just have to do the same thing to my unpleasant experiences with HAHAOYA.

And Resident Evil 4 is awesome……… oh so awesome.

And I’ve been playing Diner Dash too much….. ie I sleep really late and can’t wake up for sahur, boopoohoo.

Okay, no more sharing the baddy-baddy stories of ME LIFE!

Tomorrow gonna meet Evren! YAY! Turns out Evren’s family is like, family friends with Maulana Shaykh Nazim Al-Haqqani. URESHII. Told Evren about what I’ve been doing with my tariqat group and he told me about his experiences with Maulana Shaykh Nazim, and answered my questions about going to Cyprus. BABY WANNA UWEKUWEK TO CYPRUS THIS DECEMBER, OHHHHHHHHHH! PRAY FOR BABY THAT BABY WILL GET TO MEET BABY’S SHAYKH! OHHHHHHHHH! AMIN AMIN

On Saturday, gonna have dinner with Alvin! YAY YAY!

How come all my kengkawan lelaki? : ( LADIES, PLEASE BE FRIENDS WITH ME!
Okay hor, time to TIDO! SMOGA AIR LIUR TIDAK MELELEH AND MEMBASAHI BANTAL DAN TILAM! SMOGA TIDO KU DIREDHAI OLEH ALLAH! SMOGA DPT MIMPI BESTBEST! SMOGA DPT BANGUN SAHUR AND SMAYANG SUBUH ON TIME WITH ALL THE NAFIL PRAYERS AND EVERYTHING, YAHOO YAHOO! AMIN AMIN!

SO LONG MON AMI AND FOREVER LURVYDUVYDOODOO, MA’ASSALAM!